"To be delivered..."

I love you Jenesse. I've known that longer than I think you believe is possible. Truth is...I love you. There is nothing that you could say save "I hate you" that could make me love you any less. There were so many times I wanted to put into words how much you meant to me but couldn't...that's because there are no words to replace I love you.

Cause that's what "I love you" means Jenesse. It's all those things we want to say but can't quite put into words. The way i feel when I hold you close, the overwhelming feeling of sadness when i have to leave you, the small smile i catch you giving me when you think i'm not watching, the gentle caress I give you hoping my affection carries through to your heart...these are a very small fraction of what I love you is. So let the small and simple yet so very powerful words be said once again....I LOVE YOU.

I truly hope with enough time you will let me speak them to you out loud and believe with your whole soul that they are true and someone in this world loves you VERY much. You are truly truly amazing...i know that's true cause I'm not even sending this to you...it's just been bursting within me and I had to let it out somewhere. If I didn't think you'd get overwhelmed by hearing now....you'd already know. Soon babe....i hope very soon....cause "I like you A LOT" just isn't conveying what I want you to feel....but for now it works. I love you babe....you mean so much to me! Thank you for saving my life. You are my angel. 07-08-07